Seville
- Jan 18
- 8 min read

Life in Seville
Hi my name is Raphael Lopez, I am 15 years old and the oldest in my
family. Let me give you a tour of my history. We live in Seville, El Call,
some call it la Juderia (the Jewish Quarter). I enter the synagogue with
my friends. It is Friday evening, Shabbat. I’m always so impressed with
our synagogue. It is so spacious, with the high dome ceiling and the
balcony above for the women. The Teva (podium) is ornately made of
wood covered with gold. The four large columns going up to the ark,
are also made of wood with Hebrew letters in gold filigree. On the top
of the ark in Hebrew is written “Know before whom you stand.” It’s one
of the three largest synagogues in Seville, (Seville has 24 synagogues,
21 small and 3 large). We Jews, as also in Toledo, have been here since
the Destruction of the first Temple. Seville is called after Madrid “the
greatest most beautiful city in Spain!” Seville is a port city and you can
see the immense Guadalquivir river from here.
Some jobs that Jews have here are; wine making, shoe makers and lace
makers, but most Jews here are merchants. It is a very busy city, as all
of the merchandise from other countries and other places have to go
through Seville, because that is the King’s law.
My father is a spice merchant. He sells cinnamon. We store a lot of
cinnamon in our house, my clothes always smell of cinnamon; so my
friends in school call me “cinnamon.”
I have many friends; we all go to the large yeshiva (Jewish school) here.
There are about 7,000 Jewish families in Seville alone.
We have mikvahs, butchers and Jewish bakeries here. Most of the Jews
here speak Ladino. Ladino is Judeo –Spanish (a mix of Castilian Spanish
and Hebrew, using the letters of the Hebrew alphabet to write it).
After services I go home and I’m greeted by the intoxicating smells of
the Shabbat meal. The spicy smell of eggplant (made with garlic) and
the amazing aroma of laffa bread. The smell of spicy meatballs. The
giggling of my sisters and brothers in anticipation of the delicious meal
that we have been waiting for the whole week. And now we will be
singing the holy prayers to bless the Shabbat meal. I glance down at the
beautiful place settings on the table. The polished candlesticks with the
warm glow that fills the room. The silver Kiddush cup filled with the
wine that I helped my father make. I sat on my chair with the soft
special cushion that my mother had made special for the Shabbat and
holidays.
On Shabbat (Sabbath on Saturday) or Yom Tov (Jewish holidays)
afternoon everyone comes down by the Guadalquivir river to take a
walk and enjoy the breeze off the river. It is so beautiful here, the sun
glistens on the dark blue sapphire color river. And the breeze has a
cooling effect because it gets very hot here. Seville is sometimes called
“the Pearl of Andalusia.”
And then the dark times came. I them remember well.
I came back from Yeshiva one day to find my mother crying.
“Mamma, why are you crying?” I asked.
“Rafael, you know of the recent anti- Jewish laws that the King and
Queen have put into motion.
First the law letting a priest come into the synagogue at any time
during services to preach the Christian faith.
And now there is a new law the King and Queen have put into motion,
that all Jews must leave Spain or convert to Catholicism if they want
then they can stay, otherwise they must leave by July 31, 1492. Since it
is March that law doesn’t give much time for anyone to sell their
property or make any arrangements to leave, or find a new place to
go.” She said sadly.
“But this only gives a few months to pack up and find a place that will
take the Jews. Where will we go? What will we do? Aren’t there pirates
patrolling the coast? What if no one wants to buy Jewish property
because they will get it for a bargain when the Jews leave. What if the
pirates want to kidnap Jews and hold them for ransom? Or worse kill
the Jews and take their property?” I asked.
“Wait! Isn’t Don Abarbanel the financial advisor to the king, and Rabbi
Don Abraham Senior, the court rabbi, trying to negotiate with the King
and Queen? “I asked.
I watched my mother nod her head yes.
“Then maybe we won’t have to leave Spain after all.” I said.
Somehow after seeing how sad my mother was I had to comfort her.
But in the back of my mind I felt uneasy. The Jews had been expelled
many times before in many lands, somehow I knew this time it would
be different.
“Raphael, since you’re the oldest I just wanted you to know that your
mother and I have made the decision to stay here in Spain. I have
looked for buyers everywhere to buy our spice business but have found
none. Everyone is in the same predicament as we are. They also have
no buyers for their business. We feel since so many people are stuck
like we are, that the King and Queen will change their minds and let us
stay as Jews. We know at first we must convert, but later on we feel
that we will be able to act as Jews openly just like before. And this
whole mess will blow over like it did in other countries.
not be able to travel so easily. So we will go tomorrow to the priest as a
family and convert to make easy on us. Especially since mother is
expecting she will need help to deliver the baby from the midwife. But
of course we will still keep our Torah and mitzvahs (loosely translated
Jewish customs) in secret. “Said Papa.
I looked at Papa with disbelief. How could he even think for a moment
that I would convert to Catholicism?
I don’t know how we did it but we did. We sadly converted to
Catholicism. Some of my friend’s families did the same. And yes most of
my friends packed up their belongings to leave Spain forever.
I remember sadly going to say good bye to them. There was a crowd of
non-Jews who surrounded them shouting at them to “get out you dirty
filthy Jews!’’ as they threw rocks at them.
“Manuel, are you really leaving forever?” I asked.
“Raphael, you know I must go with my family. But if you want I can take
you with us.” He said.
“I would love to go, but since I’m the oldest Papa relies on me to help
out, since Mamma will give birth soon. Can you please try to stay in
touch with me? Papa does feel that this will blow over soon and we’ll
be able to be Jewish openly again. I will keep an eye on your house in
case you want to come back.” I said half-heartedly.
“Raphael, what if it doesn’t blow over? You must try to be safe. Our
family is heading to Amsterdam; my father has connections there.
Aaron’s family is heading to Morocco as they have connections there. A
few of our other friends are heading for Turkey. So you see, if you need
you can have a safe place elsewhere. “Said Manuel.
We looked at each other for a while and then I gave Manuel a long hug.
I somehow hoped that we would meet up again later but I wasn’t so
sure of it.
Ten years later.
Much has happened in the last ten years.
Needless to say it didn’t blow over. Many rules and laws were enacted
against the Jews, who were now called “New Christians or Conversos.
Just because we were all converted as New Christians/Catholics didn’t
mean that the anti-Jewish hatred stopped. It did not. No matter how
much we all tried to integrate into Christian society we were always
asked “are you of pure blood?” (meaning are you are Christian for
several generations.
A few days after our “conversion” to Catholicism a priest came to our
door with a guard, who had a sword, and he collected all of our Jewish
items. Gone were my great-great grandmother’s silver candle sticks.
Gone was my father’s tefillin that had been in the family for
generations . They confiscated all of our holy books and scrolls. They
took our tallisim (prayer shawls) our kippot (head covering for a man)
our mezuzahs and anything that looked Jewish. My mother cried when
she was forced to give up her great grandmother’s silver candle sticks,
which had been in our family for generations.
How could they be so cruel?
I remember the first Shabbos we were “New Christians,” no laffa bread,
no wine, no smells of spicy meatballs, just regular weekday food. We
were all forced to go to the old synagogue, now turned into a church.
No more Hebrew inscription on the walls, no more Torah scrolls (which
had been taken out and with everyone’s books and burned). There
were crosses and statues all over. My once beautiful synagogue was
now reduced to a shadow of its former glory. And yet as “New
Christians “we were expected to “pray “several times a day in our
former synagogue. This was madness. I was in shock! It was like a slap
in our face. I felt cold inside. I knew I had lost an immense amount.
And then I decided to keep our traditions in secret like so many others,
after witnessing my father hiding in the wine cellar to pray to God.
My father taught me the ancient Hebrew prayers, many I did not know.
Of course I knew the shma and the blessings upon waking up.
And I one Friday had gone down to our cellar to get wine, (everyone
has a wine cellar here, Jew and non-Jew) and I saw my mother lighting
Shabbos candles. She was using candle sticks made out of metal from a
wagon wheel that my father had melted down and shaped them.
I knew then that we had to keep strong and firm in our belief of God
and Jewish customs.
I found several other “New Christian “families. We formed a secret
synagogue and began in hiding, doing secret Jewish rituals. We would
take turns guarding the secret synagogues entrance while others
prayed. My parents began secretly teaching the children at age 12 or 13
because at this age they could keep a secret and not tell the authorities
we were doing Jewish rituals.
I got married. But because we were secret Jews, I had to first get
married in the church and then late at night we had the Jewish
ceremony in the secret synagogue.
Everything seemed to be going well until one morning we had a knock
on our door. It was the priest.
“Mr. Lopez, said the priest. We have been told that you’re doing Jewish
rituals. So now according to the laws I will be placing an agent of the
inquisition in your kitchen to make sure that you and your family aren’t
eating according to the Jewish laws of kosher.”
I was flabbergasted.
“Father, I said. Why Would I be following the Jewish laws? I’m a good
Catholic and I always go to mass. Who would question me?”
“It doesn’t matter who would question you and we’re not allowed to
tell you. So this Inquisition agent will stay here until further notice.” He
replied.
I knew now that I had to get my family and the whole group of secret
Jews out of Spain and fast! I also knew that they would be following
me.
I made a plan to warn the others. My son, Miguel had a friend from a
trustworthy family, so his friend would warn the others after it got dark
tonight.
And now I had to go buy some pork for the uninvited Inquisitor guest.
After many days of planning and looking boring to the Inquisition,
Thank God, the Inquisitor left. Now to put my plan in action.
Being that I was a spice merchant like my father I had some ties to
Amsterdam. I was arranging before the Inquisition was on my tail, to go
to Amsterdam. So I continued the preparations making it look like a
business trip. But this time I secured passage for all of my family,
parents, some cousins, all of my siblings married and non-married, and
friends. I got passage for them on several different boats leaving at
several different ports and different days so not to arouse any
suspicion.



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